I’m still struggling too. A lot. I try to put on a strong face because I don’t want anyone to know how much I’ve had to struggle to regain the ability to walk. It’s been so much work and I’m honestly exhausted by the end of everyday but the process has been worth it.
I’m extremely independent also so learning to accept care from others proved very difficult as well. The most upsetting part was having others help me manage my bathroom activities. The first time my spouse has to help clean me up I cried for an hour afterwards in my wheelchair from the shame of the moment.
I hope yours didn’t include that, but if it did I know how shameful that feeling is.
Thankfully mine didn’t come to that. She only had to help me get to and from. Had a full time brace except in the shower and slept on the couch for a year because the bed wasn’t comfortable. I was able to walk after a few months of intense PT but I keep doing it because I want to get back what I lost.
I’m still struggling too. A lot. I try to put on a strong face because I don’t want anyone to know how much I’ve had to struggle to regain the ability to walk. It’s been so much work and I’m honestly exhausted by the end of everyday but the process has been worth it.
I’m extremely independent also so learning to accept care from others proved very difficult as well. The most upsetting part was having others help me manage my bathroom activities. The first time my spouse has to help clean me up I cried for an hour afterwards in my wheelchair from the shame of the moment.
I hope yours didn’t include that, but if it did I know how shameful that feeling is.
Thankfully mine didn’t come to that. She only had to help me get to and from. Had a full time brace except in the shower and slept on the couch for a year because the bed wasn’t comfortable. I was able to walk after a few months of intense PT but I keep doing it because I want to get back what I lost.
That was my mindset also. No surrender until I’m as close to 100% as my body will allow 🍻
I believe in you. You got this!