+1 for Ground News. I recently found it and am enjoying using it.

Diseases that were once a death sentence are now curable like HIV and Hep C.

It’s been a few years for me but the last manual I had would stall if you didn’t give it a little gas before the clutch was fully released. Maybe I wasn’t holding it in that sweet spot you mentioned long enough, before letting the clutch go completely?

I do this too and I think, for me, it’s two parts.

1. Neurotic self analysis / self evaluation coupled with
2. An actual interaction where I chose poorly that day.

I over evaluate myself generally, so when I do make any mistake socially, my mind will find out on later self analysis and bug me about it.

I find it annoying now and try to dismiss it and go back to sleep. Half the time the thing my mind is fixated on is baseless anyway.