Physics nerd. Currently studying some quantum gravity adjacent stuff in QFT
It’s honestly one of those things I’ll never stop doubting, there’s a strong voice somewhere in my head telling me I’m wrong and being selfish.
Thankfully I’ve had enough therapy to know better, but that kind of manipulation really does have a good way of convincing you it’s not there.
A girl I had been seeing for years, and thought I loved more than anything. After a lot of really intense drama that I honestly didn’t think I’d survive, and the following analysis with a psychologist, I realised she’d been emotional manipulating me for a very long time.
When I finally cut her out, things just became so much better. I’ve learnt what a truely kind and loving person can be like, and what it’s like to not walk on eggshells or have constant anxiety. So many seemingly innocent comments that in hindsight were insanely toxic controlling statements. It’s been incredible to feel free.
It ultimately depends on what particle the dark matter is made of. It’s been a long time since I did any dark matter work, but from memory heavier candidate particles are more capable of forming structure because they move more slowly.
I never ended up pursuing that as a research area, so I’d take what I’m saying with a grain of salt, I just did a small project for a professor once.
Bruh
Data centres are wild
10TB of RAM? Surely that’s a typo?
Russian spacecraft and rockets.
Currently I have N1 as my home server and my desktop is Energia. I’ve previously had Proton and Soyuz etc.
I’m so damn happy to hear it worked out for you, that really gives me hope